positive and negative?

                     Most of us look back on the past, and often focus on the people that affected us negatively. However, the positive ones in a persons life, hardly come to mind. Were the positive ones, actually a positive influence like you thought? These "positive" people, obviously, made you smile. Were you really happy? Probably not. Were the people that made a negative influence upon yourself, really "negative" people? But were they just trying to make positive decisions for yourself, which you thought were negative?
                   This wasn't a normal roller coaster ride. Mom and I felt as though we were going to get derailed from the tracks. I tried to hold on. The seat belt wouldn't save us this time. I felt dead.
I still sat next him even though I was invisible to his eyes. I tried to hold his hand, he tried to drown me. He was a pure and good inside. I could see who he really was. There was something hiding the real him. He was taken over, long long ago. I sat there still helpless on that roller coaster ride. I closed my eyes, but it would not cause this realistic illusion to disappear.





Once I opened my eyes, my daddy was gone.









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