he has three pieces of paper a week to send to a list of 6 people. i got all six, on my second letter.
I was so happy to finally get a letter from you that i almost did a freaking back flip. I have probably not been this happy in over 2 months. All of the stuff in your letter was so good to hear Ray. I'm super excited about you playing volleyball again! I really regret acting how i did about it before (jealousy, possessiveness etc, about people staring at you, because the important thing is that you're enjoying it, and it's something constructive that makes you happy. Having said that, if you do catch someone creeping while you are in those spandex, let them know that i'll walk out of the desert just to give them a good stomp!
So jamba juice huh? well maybe when I come home i can get a job there with you. Yoga also sounds like a good idea, you and your anger problems rach! I'm glad your mom is making you do it though. keep yourself as busy as possible and i'll try and do the same. I'll start doing yoga out here in the snow, so that way we can have a battle.
So the beard/stash that I have is pretty magical and yes it does keep me quite warm out here in the desert ice box of Utah. My hair is getting pretty long, and I promise I won't cut it just for you. I might lock it up though when i come home, so I do not become rasta or something... I have not decided yet but i'll keep you posted. Its nice to hear you're growing your hair out too, instead of hacking it all off into a bucket.
Well I'm interested to hear how you're doing emotionally. Are you still going to therapy? how is tony becker treatin ya? how's all that going? how are things with la familia? anything new with tim? I know you worry about him a lot so I hope things are better... How are your grades young lady? A's i hope!
Oh yeah, what's your book about? that sounds like something you'd be really good at. I've been making journal entries everyday too, its an assignment every stinkin day.
Well i'll continue to do my best out here and I know I'll be thinking about you every minute of every day. Keep doing what you're doing, it sounds like you're doing well.
I love you very very much and I can not wait to hear from you again.
Love Tay
p.s. happy valentines day. and happy six months too (feb. 21st.) I have something special planned so get ready! i love you more the end (myy line)
(another piece of paper to me, that he decided not to write to anyone, apparently)
I's also nice to hear that things haven't changed too much and that you're still wearing my clothes and that boo bear is still and active part in your life (a bear he gave me for 2 years ago) It's also pretty awesome that you're spending time with my mom. Oh yeah, congrats on passing your drivers test. That's so awesome. Well I'm glad you liked your necklace. It's nothing major but I thought about you when I was pickin it out and it took me forever to decide which one to get you. But it's not cool you got meee presents! I didn't want you to get me any ray! lol
aOh well i'll just get you another one, and one-up you when I get home. Rach, you are truly an amazing person and the fact that you will continue to stand by me in such hard times really speaks to the incredible character that you possess as a person. I really can't believe how lucky I am to find somebody with so much genuine love and caring in them, it is a rare thing to find in life, and I found you. Thank you for being the person that you are, and sharing that with me. I have learned a lot just from being around you. There is no way I could ever replace you.
I am doing alright here. I miss you more and more by the minute and I can not wait to give you a huge hug and kissses next time I see you. The food here is terrible, and we just got a blizzard the other day, so shit is rough, but i'll live. I read a few books this past month and i pretty much just pack up, hike, make fire, and eat. Everyday lol. I spend a lot of time day dreaming about visiting Ireland!
It have been so aggrevating that I can not see you but like you said, it's best for me to be here. I am starting to think like I use to before drugs. Being here has made me think about life, and just about everything else more clearly, and it has put a major spin on life for me, which I am truly thankful for. I'm truly sorry about what has happen in the past between us, you did not deserve it. You're to good of a person to experience my life with me for the past 3 years, but I do thank you for it. I went to rehab for you, but I did get out too soon. I'm glad I'm here again and making huge progress.
I love you.
Taylor
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